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First-prize winner, Makewana Poetry Competition  
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 (Tsar Leo, “if money cannot sleep then I can’t go to bed”)  
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 The breeze I breathe, 
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     Too hot. You can’t believe. 
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 When I want to give up 
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 I sure won’t survive. 
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 Money is a bullet trap. 
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 But, 
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 There I go …“Should I go?” tomorrow. 
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 Maybe tomorrow’s tomorrow. 
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 Procrastination. 
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 “Should I try?” 
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 Mm… I am a believer but … 
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 About money I can’t be so sure 
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 Pistanthrophobia*. 
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 You tell yourself to be quiet, 
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 Say what’s meant to be will be … movie? Quit!! 
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 See you are so quiet that your vocals obey the theory of female silence 
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 Say no offence. So you speak silence, voiceless. 
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 But when you are so quiet speaks the father fear 
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 When the start ends, the end goes further… 
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 There is nothing like nothing. 
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 Dear womb man, are you man? Only Human? I laugh. 
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 Save the mystery, drop the history, go for victory. 
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 Tsar Leo, 
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 “If money cannot sleep then I can’t go to bed” 
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 Womb men working ahead. 
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 This is my first time, I hope I’m not allergic, I bet I am already addicted. 
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 I once used a pen. So I won’t lack a penny. 
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 Raise the temperature. 
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 Real diamonds are made under pressure. 
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 No time for leisure. 
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 Because in my word, I am a pioneer 
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 I go near and face the fear.  
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 Some words are harsh for the ear but I will save the tear. 
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 I am ready to suffer the pain. 
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 To hell with procrastination. 
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 My sleep is treasure. 
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 Give me gold I will go to bed. 
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 Tsar Leo. 
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 Drop the fear 
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 *Pistanthrophobia: the fear to trust   
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